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Yoo Joonghyuk ([personal profile] regretsor) wrote2021-12-03 06:39 pm

Are you hurting the one you love?

Just some silly gay idiots doing silly gay idiot things.

I. Soulmate AU
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[personal profile] endgoal 2021-12-06 08:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[Hearing Yuu Joonghyuk say his name feels strange. Despite the terror of the moment, his heart skips a beat, like he'd been waiting for it for a long time. It's ridiculous... This bastard might be someone whose life Kim Dokja has been following, but he wouldn't exactly call himself starstruck. He's a shitty protagonist, after all.

He makes himself focus on the moment instead. At any point, Yuu Joonghyuk could throw him off the edge of the bridge, and let him be devoured by the monsters below. He has to play this right. He has to find the right words to convince him to let him live.]


No. He failed to kill anyone.

[The grip might be lighter, but the words are still a bit strained. And he knows that won't be enough. After all, Kim Namwoon should have easily cleared the first scenario. He was the most bloodthirsty person in there, and he should have been the first to successfully kill someone. That old woman was dead now anyway. Kim Dokja hadn't saved her, so when he caused Kim Namwoon's death, he couldn't say it had been for a good cause. He wanted a moment to collect his thoughts for the best way to explain it, to convince this bastard, but if he hesitated here it would definitely seem like he was holding something back.

He tried--

[He had barely started to speak when Yuu Joonghyuk followed it up with that strange demand.][It took him a second to even understand what he meant. The demand really was out of nowhere. He tried to remember anything from Ways of Survival that had to do with wrists, but he couldn't come up with anything. After a second, he stopped trying to pry Yuu Joonghyuk's hand off him - it wasn't working anyway - and started to unbutton his cuffs. The left first, which revealed nothing when he pushed it back. Then the right, which also--

Which revealed something.

Kim Dokja's eyes went wide as he took in the tattoo. It was moving across his forearm, a spinning hourglass with blood red sand, patterns of dark binary code wrapping around and drowning out faint stars. He lifted his arm higher to look at the various patterns.]

[THE FOURTH WALL IS SHAKING]

[The message went ignored. He didn't know what it meant, and he didn't have time to worry about it, not when--]

What --

[No, it couldn't be real. It wasn't real. This was insane. This was Yuu Joonghyk]
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[personal profile] endgoal 2021-12-06 11:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[Yoo Joonghyuk had changed topics, but Kim Dokja was still stuck on the tattoo. The idea of a soulmate was ridiculous. About as ridiculous as suddenly being part of the story he'd been reading for the past ten years... No, even more so. That a reader like him could have a soulmate at all, let alone be the soulmate of the protagonist, was preposterous. He'd never even been on a date, and Yoo Joonghyuk could have anyone he wanted, despite his shitty personality.

But it was real, and the tattoo was there.

He wanted to say something about it... They had to decide what to do about it, now that it was there. But first they needed to clear this bridge, and the clock was ticking. They needed to be two people. It was an easy solution.

But this bastard didn't like to make anything easy, did he.]


He could fail if the person he was trying to kill was me.

[It was sort of the truth. He hadn't been Kim Namwoon's first target, but they'd fought. His expression was daring Yoo Joonghyk to claim it was impossible. But even now, his brain was still running.

This bastard seriously wanted to kill him now? He shouldn't be surprised. After all, he knew him better than everyone. Yoo Joonghyuk was barely human anymore, after everything that had happened during his last two regressions. He probably didn't even want a soulmate. Or if he did, he'd want it to be someone like Lee Seolhwa, not a random stranger like Kim Dokja. He knew he didn't look very impressive.

Well, it wasn't like he'd wanted a soulmate like Yoo Joonghyk, either.

Fine. He'd play the cards that he had. He'd make this bastard keep him alive. He'd even become his companion. He knew everything about this world, after all]


You should keep me alive because I can help you, Yoo Joonghyk.

[He used his name deliberately. He lowered his arm again, pulled his sleeve back up, though he fumbled the button to fasten the cuff properly so it immediately slid back again as he let go.]

You need help with the 46th scenario. I can help you clear it.
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[personal profile] endgoal 2021-12-07 12:02 am (UTC)(link)
[Kim Dokja quickly gripped Yoo Joonghyk's arm again, struggling to breathe, trying to pull his fingers loose. It had no effect. He might have spent a lot of coin on his stats earlier, but that was nothing compared to the skills of a regressor.

Was he really going to die here?

No, he wouldn't. Yoo Joonghyk didn't hesitate to kill people in his way, but he kept people alive if they were useful to him. Right now Kim Dokja was an uncertainty to him... A risk. He'd usually want to get rid of any potential risk to be on the safe side, but in this case the potential benefits were too high. He'd try to make sure.]


[Your understanding of Yoo Joongyk has increased.]

[You already have a high understanding of this character.]


[It took Kim Dokja a moment to parse the meaning of that message when he was being choked at the same time. But the grip loosened enough to let him speak, and he coughed and then inhaled, air filling his lungs and clearing his head. He activated the skill Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint LVL2.

Only a few clear thoughts came through, but it was enough to confirm that Yoo Joonghyk had taken the bait. He'd drawn the conclusions Kim Dokja needed him to.]


I can't fight like you. With your skills, and my knowledge of the future, we can both survive. We can clear the scenarios together. As -- As companions.

[He hesitated to use the word, when the tattoo was still visible on his wrist. He didn't want to draw attention to it when Yoo Joonghyk clearly wanted nothing to do with it. Kim Dokja wasn't surprised that Yoo Joonghyk would resent the idea even more now that he was reminded of Anna Croft.]

You can't clear the scenarios alone. Your knowledge of the future will never be complete when the future keeps changing, but I can fill in those blanks.
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[personal profile] endgoal 2021-12-07 12:27 am (UTC)(link)
[Kim Dokja gave Yoo Joonghyk a moment to consider it. It had to be a lot, all at once. It definitely was for him. But the clock was ticking down, and if he didn't hurry up, they'd both fail this scenario in just a couple of minutes.

How long could he really need? How slow could he be? This was definitely to his benefit!]


Companions. Equals.

[He heard Yoo Joonghyk's thoughts mentioning soulmates, and he wondered, briefly, if he was actually considering that option. But if he was considering something like that, he wouldn't be threatening to kill him. Who killed their own soulmate when they'd finally found them.]

We don't have much time, and it's a lot to consider -- [If you were as slow as this nonchalant bastard.] -- So why don't we cross the bridge together since it needs two people, and then we can talk about any details.

[And he'd like to be set down, too. It was uncomfortable, being held by his neck like this, nearly pushed over the edge!]
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[personal profile] endgoal 2021-12-07 10:20 am (UTC)(link)
[He hears the thought "can't soulmates be equals too?" but a moment later it's followed by another message.]

[You have become worn out due to excessive concentration. Personal skill Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint deactivated.

[It made sense. He was exhausted. But he wanted to hear more of Yoo Joonghyk's thoughts on the idea of soulmates. He remembers the times it came up in Ways of Survival, but Yoo Joonghyk had always dismissed it then, claimed he didn't need one. In later regressions he'd resented the very idea. But now it was real, and Kim Dokja found he really needed to know all his thoughts.

He was set down, and he almost wanted to ask about it, but then he was grabbed again and being yanked forward. He stumbled after, barely able to keep up.]


Hey-- Hey wait! Not so fast!

[They were almost out of time, so there was no time to slow down. He couldn't even see Yoo Joonghyk's face like this. Maybe he would have been able to read his expressions.]
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[personal profile] endgoal 2021-12-07 12:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[The personal skill Fourth Wall has blocked The Sage's Eyes.]

[Kim Dokja is as surprised as Yoo Joonghyk is. He had a skill like that? He'd hoped that he'd be able to figure something out about his own attributes when Yoo Joonghyk used Sage's eyes, but apparently those weren't hidden only for him.

His panic started rising again seeing Yoo Joonghyk's anger. He gripped the man's wrist, trying to at least make sure the man couldn't squeeze hard enough to cut off his air flow. It only took a mild inconvenience to make a psychopath like him decide it was better to just kill the person he was dealing with, so whatever his explanation now, it had to be good.]


You know how. Skills like this exist.

[It would be better if Yoo Joonghyk came to the conclusion on his own. The attribute Prophet neutralized detection skills as well. It was his only way out of this mess.]

Didn't I tell you I know the future?
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[personal profile] endgoal 2021-12-07 12:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[It wasn't enough. This bullheaded man was too stubborn to accept the obvious. Kim Dokja shouldn't be surprised. He tried harder to pry Yoo Yoonghyk's hand loose, but his grip wasn't even budging, and now Kim Dokja was being lifted up, kicking in the air as he was being held over the Ichyosaur's open mouth.

He shouldn't be surprised. He wasn't, really.]


I know you, so let me tell you this: I meant it when I said we'd be equals. If you think of me as a subordinate, I won't help you.

[He glanced over his shoulder, down at the monster beneath him. His heart was thumping in his chest for several reasons, but when he looked back at Yoo Joonghyk again, he was smiling, a cocky grin that dared him to do it. He was surprising even himself.]

Now let go already. Get lost, you bastard.

[This was it. This was it. He'd done it, and now he'd have to deal with it.]