If you didn't think it mattered, why are you mad at me!
[He doesn't really care at this point that Yoo Joonghyk dropped him to the Ichyosaur. He's a bit annoyed at the green zone event, but he also knows better than to expect an apology. Yoo Joonghyk makes his decisions and doesn't look back, even if that means sacrificing people. It had been Kim Dokja's responsibility to survive that night. But--
Wait.
He'd waited two days?
He feels some of his annoyance at the man drain out, but his annoyance at the situation only increases. There was nothing from Ways of Survival to help him figure this out. Yoo Joonghyk was acting strangely, looking at him strangely. Yoo Joonghyk seemed just as annoyed as he was, which made sense, because he was having feelings forced on him by the tattoos that he didn't have time for, that he didn't want. He'd probably tried to ignore it, and Kim Dokja's death had proved that he couldn't. Having a soulmate now would only be a distraction for the regressor. A weakness.
He does kind of like knowing that the protagonist of the story waited for someone like him. It wouldn't be possible normally.]
Maybe I didn't survive those times.
[That doesn't really make sense. Yoo Joonghyk should have been born with his tattoo, since Kim Dokja was older, and he should have had his most of his life.]
Maybe there's more qualifications to make someone a soulmate than just existing. Maybe yours is a special case. I didn't have knowledge of the future before the scenarios started, so I wouldn't have been useful to you.
[He's rambling, throwing out thoughts he's not sure he believes in. But he'd finished reading Ways of Survival on that train ride. His knowledge had been completed. The alternative he can think of is that someone powerful enough had decided to alter this round for Yoo Joonghyk, but knowing this man doesn't like having his life meddled with, hearing that would only make him angry, so he stays quiet.]
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[He doesn't really care at this point that Yoo Joonghyk dropped him to the Ichyosaur. He's a bit annoyed at the green zone event, but he also knows better than to expect an apology. Yoo Joonghyk makes his decisions and doesn't look back, even if that means sacrificing people. It had been Kim Dokja's responsibility to survive that night. But--
Wait.
He'd waited two days?
He feels some of his annoyance at the man drain out, but his annoyance at the situation only increases. There was nothing from Ways of Survival to help him figure this out. Yoo Joonghyk was acting strangely, looking at him strangely. Yoo Joonghyk seemed just as annoyed as he was, which made sense, because he was having feelings forced on him by the tattoos that he didn't have time for, that he didn't want. He'd probably tried to ignore it, and Kim Dokja's death had proved that he couldn't. Having a soulmate now would only be a distraction for the regressor. A weakness.
He does kind of like knowing that the protagonist of the story waited for someone like him. It wouldn't be possible normally.]
Maybe I didn't survive those times.
[That doesn't really make sense. Yoo Joonghyk should have been born with his tattoo, since Kim Dokja was older, and he should have had his most of his life.]
Maybe there's more qualifications to make someone a soulmate than just existing. Maybe yours is a special case. I didn't have knowledge of the future before the scenarios started, so I wouldn't have been useful to you.
[He's rambling, throwing out thoughts he's not sure he believes in. But he'd finished reading Ways of Survival on that train ride. His knowledge had been completed. The alternative he can think of is that someone powerful enough had decided to alter this round for Yoo Joonghyk, but knowing this man doesn't like having his life meddled with, hearing that would only make him angry, so he stays quiet.]