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Yoo Joonghyuk ([personal profile] regretsor) wrote2021-12-03 06:39 pm

Are you hurting the one you love?

Just some silly gay idiots doing silly gay idiot things.

I. Soulmate AU
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[personal profile] endgoal 2021-12-09 08:25 pm (UTC)(link)
I understand.

[He hates writing it. His face is looking pained, but he hopes it can be passed off as the strain of running while carrying a man twice his weight on his back. At least Han Sooyoong is busy studying the effects of the terraforming, and isn't looking in his direction.

He wants her back, then. It makes sense. She really is the ideal woman for someone like Yoo Joonghyuk. It's not surprising, but the pain is still enough to overwhelm him. He feels like he can't breathe.]


She was your lover, a person like that deserves at least a chance.
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[personal profile] endgoal 2021-12-10 01:14 am (UTC)(link)
I don't need to have regressed to understand.

[It's important to say it, he thinks. He of all people knows how painful the scenarios and the endless regressions are for Yoo Joonghyk. Again and again, he's lost people he cares about, or he's betrayed by someone he'd been able to trust in the past. It's what causes him to lose his humanity.

Stronger than jealousy is the sudden desire to help, even if it's just in a small way. He doesn't like hearing the way Yoo Joonghyk gives up so easily. Sure, he also needs this man to keep fighting to reach his goals, but it's more than that.

He's not sure how to convey his sincerity, but he hopes it comes across.]
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[personal profile] endgoal 2021-12-10 01:32 am (UTC)(link)
[It's satisfying to receive that brief message, letting him know his words had effect. He hadn't been sure if Yoo Joonghyk would believe him. He's not exactly a trusting person.

And when he brings that up a second later, Kim Dokja can't even be surprised.]


I didn't kidnap her, I was protecting her! Just use Lie Detection to confirm it.

[He'd wondered if he was still mad. It was probably too much to hope for that he wouldn't be. At least he had two days before this bastard could get any sort of revenge, and he could try to get him to calm down by then.]

You better not have come to find me just to kill me over that.
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[personal profile] endgoal 2021-12-10 01:55 am (UTC)(link)
[Hearing those words sends a rush of relief through him. Having this guy wanting to kill him would have been a problem, but more than that, if Yoo Joonghyk just wanted to see him... Kim Dokja hadn't forgotten their conversation, but the whole situation still seemed so impossible. But of course once Yoo Joonghyk decides to take something seriously, he doesn't change his mind easily. He wouldn't have changed his mind just because they were apart for a few days.

He holds onto him a little tighter, and it's a moment before he replies. He feels good suddenly.]


It's good that you found me.

[He wants to say more. It's nice to be able to have an actual conversation with him. But just as he tries to think of another message, they're attacked.

He reacts quickly. He needs to fight, so no matter how much he wants to be the one to carry Yoo Joonghyk, he hands him off to Han Sooyoong. They can continue their conversation later.]
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[personal profile] endgoal 2021-12-10 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
[The message catches him off guard after he's been focused on preventing a fight between Han Sooyoong and Yoo Sangah. Once he's sure they're not about to kill each other, he glances at Yoo Joonghyuk.

And hesitates.]


What do you mean?

[He knows what he means. He'd like to pretend that he doesn't, and run off to prevent this disaster instead of actually facing this man's anger when he realizes. They only have two hours, so there's not much time. It's understandable if they can't have long conversations about strategy now.]
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[personal profile] endgoal 2021-12-10 02:22 am (UTC)(link)
[He's about to die. Yoo Joonghyk is about to get up in spite of his currently weak state, through nothing but sheer force of will, so he can kill him. And he'll deserve it for dooming them all.]

I didn't learn it.

[He tries to avoid looking at him, not wanting to see the immense disappointment about to appear on his face, but he can't resist glancing back in his direction.]
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[personal profile] endgoal 2021-12-10 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
[It doesn't matter if he's not looking at him. That anger is palpable.]

... It's because I have no talent.

[There, feel free to be as disappointed as you like.]
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[personal profile] endgoal 2021-12-10 02:29 am (UTC)(link)
[He almost feels like he's been punched.]

But there's nothing we can do about that, so I should go prevent this disaster from hatching.
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[personal profile] endgoal 2021-12-10 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
I have a plan.

[Not for dealing with the disaster, but Yoo Joonghyuk didn't specify, and so he won't either.]

You rest up here while I go deal with this.

[It's a low blow and he knows it, because the last thing Yoo Joonghyk wants to do is stay here and rest. But he can't resist it. Not when this bastard is judging him.]
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[personal profile] endgoal 2021-12-10 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
Then you'll have to hurry up and get back on your feet.

[He doubts Yoo Joonghyk is serious. Or at least, he probably isn't. At the very least it's a problem for later, so he gives quick instructions to Yoo Sangah and Han Sooyoong, before getting ready to leave.]

You should be safe here while I'm gone.